MUSIC

My music taste as an alter. Dropping my playlists, but our music taste as a body differs HEAVILY. Will explain vibes and highlights because my playlists are my pride and joy. There are repeat songs, but it's just because I love the songs so much lmao... All playlist covers from vhvrs on tumblr!! Seriously I am so in love with their art...

MAIN PLAYLIST

HIGHLIGHTS

- Bites on My Neck ⋆ yeule ♡

- Reality ⋆ Grimes

- Anthems For A Seventeen Year Old Girl ⋆ yeule

- Asido ⋆ Purity Ring

My general vibes playlist. I HEAVILY enjoy ethereal music that touches a lot on the topic of love and resentment lmao. I'm super fucking normal so on this playlist I focus more on myself and how I am as an alter rather than my connections with other people. Though ofc there are bits and pieces there I left as little glimpses into my psyche. :] In my alter mems I went full og League Viktor Machine Herald, so there are songs that relate to that and my thoughts and feelings on that. Mostly just shit I listen to casually and think about myself to >:] Bites on My Neck is my favorite on the playlist rn.

MUSIC 2 YEARN 2

HIGHLIGHTS

- Disconnect ⋆ kitty ray ♡

- fineshrine ⋆ Purity Ring

- Night Drives ⋆ Ky Vöss

- inferno ⋆ yeule

Songs that cover the peak of my yearning before I made things official with my partner, to the peak of my yearning and resentment and regret during our extended breakup. I'm very fucking normal, and he's the only person who I feel has ever truly understood me and wanted me despite the literal fucking everything about me. Plus he wanted me for more than bragging rights or one really fun night. So I have a lot of emotions about him and how he's made me feel over our years together and our years seperated. Disconnect is my favorite rn... It's so mecoded fr.

MENTAL BREAKDOWN MUSIC

HIGHLIGHTS

- Newlove ⋆ Sewerslvt ♡

- yours forever ⋆ usedcvnt, abyssal.angel

- Ekstaasi ⋆ Cynthoni, Sewerslvt

- Browser History ⋆ Graham Kartna

This one really just encapsulates when I'm at my worst ngl!! All bangers on here though... I made a lot of ehhh.... impulsive descisions when I was at the peak of my anger and feeling betrayed. My thoughts all felt loud and impossible to focus on. I used music that felt the same way to cope, and still continue to do the same now when it all becomes too much. There is a pretty big lack of lyrics in this playlist, and it's mainly just intended to help me feel things until I can't anymore. Newlove is my favorite!! Love that song...